Life is Study!

wow its been long

2012-01-05T01:41:00.000-08:00

   Well its been a while since i was here, i even had to figure out what my password and or what email i used to log in. I think the reason i keep coming back is because my friend Christine continually continues doing this and i thank her for that. She is my biggest source of inspiration and just a fun person to be around.
   So yeah props to you CB. Well the picture above is something my friend and i did for my friend benny for his birthday. it took 2 weekends of drawing until my hand hurt. so yeah it was fun lol. i drew the girl on the left and my friend drew the picture on the right. but i also colored both drawings. i intentionally used different styles to color both drawings and i think i did a good job. And uhh the face int he picture is not benny but his best friend. we thought it would be funny lolol and i still think it is.
   Well this year serves as my dedication to the arts. iv applied to art school and everything. its gonna be the bombz. i also did my first commission for my boss drew 3 pictures for the grandparents. 2 of their granddaughter and 1 of this boy. i think i did an okay job and they seem happy witch is good. i was expecting like 10 dollars for the lot but ended up getting 60 dollars i was like really? o.O lol thanks alot. and yea i always try to write as much as possible so most of it is just me rambling fun times right? I guess the only problem is i haven't been able to draw on my own. the 3 drawings i drew were realistic unlike my normally drawings. my friends were like why are they so good compared to my normal stuff. they were like maybe this is your true calling lol. too bad i like drawing what i draw more. think im about done.tired work sucks.

Bring me back: Yesteryear

2010-12-24T04:12:00.000-08:00

I thought i should add a picture since that's what i said i would do so here you go.CB

Well its been a long time since I last posted and my english further degraded but you know what here i am now. I was thinking that bloging was like an online journal whitch on sure alot of people already knew, with the exception of me of course. So yeah.. like a journal but it never goes away, never gets lost...uhh well i suppose it could be lost but not in the same way i suppose. It doesnt get detroyed....delete.....oh i know it never burns that works right? but most of all the pasage of time has no effect, So no matter what it would be like you just wrote it yesterday. I tend to go off topic and start writing about other things and how i feel and stuff probably because of school and their stupid long essays you just gotta learn to BS that shit or else its never gon be like 4000 words cuz thats BS all in its own but lets get back to the main event.
So i was saying how this can serve as my journal so why not write down some important things not just the everyday rable that goes on.When i look back on this i want to remember that i was a young man once blinded by love and wanted nothing else but to see the one he loved smile and what a wonderful smile that was. You see it had come to my attention that i haven't written about her and i thought that was weird. I had posted about other bullshit on here before so why haven't i felt the urge to write about her? well the answer was clear i just don't write very often and this blogging thing isn't my style but i should at the very least add this little bit to my life. so when i do feel the need to look back it will be here for me. and may i always look back. well the only person who knows about this blog already knows what there is to know but yea. Its already been a year since i told the her i loved her, a year i spent every moment loving her.I feel as if i love her more now then ever and i feel she loves me more now than ever. Im sure i will go on my life with these feeling with me no matter what happens int he future. I remember holding her hand for the first time =] it was the most wonderful feeling i had felt up to that point in my life. I never wanted it to end i thought to myself and if i could i would repeat that day a thousand times over. And our first kiss i was so nervous i couldn't pull it off during our date but at the end of the day when i walked her home she took the time to give me another opportunity. I still remember it i didn't rly know what to do and i didn't rly do anything but i remember it felt rly nice and something i wasn't expecting. well i guess ill end this at the beginning of my love.
I feel as if i have so much to write about but about what im not sure. so ill just leave it at that.

PS: damn this is kinda long eh lol
oh and "shit,fuck,fag" for the little ones xD

Bomb a Head!

2009-11-28T00:30:00.000-08:00

GUNS!

Every once in a while you get reminded at how much the world sucks... Even if things are going pretty well and thats because the world sucks. Iv been feeling pretty violent lately...gonna kick some random kids ass oneday for no reason. Once i shoved this kid into the lockers for the hell of it lol. I guess it runs in the family, my cousin once kicked some dudes ass just for walking in front of him slowly LMFAO. Originaly i was gonna draw a very violent picture but everything sucked so much cock... so this is all you get.Kinda stopped drawing for a long time...This is my comeback picture i guess. Living the dream once more. And yeah the world sucks and im not just complaining for myself here everywhere i look people are in some deep shit...depressing. Well as long as the world sucks ill be here.

This ehr some bull shiate!

2009-09-07T14:24:00.000-07:00

I haven't don't anything in while manly because of laziness. I haven't done anything but drawing ever since i got a tablet. Wonder if i can still use a pencil since the 2 things are very different if you ask me. Well school in like 21 hours...no idea what its gonna be like. Even though i dont think there will be any big differences. Not ready at all...this years gonna be hell...either from me or just school stuff. I guess ill just continue my Fwak life kinda way of living and see where that takes me..its been fun so far?.

I don't get how people write so much.

Let's RUN!

2009-08-11T14:29:00.000-07:00

I wonder if anyone can see who this guy is supposed to be. Well probably the person who first drew him but that doesn't count now does it. Today this person will be leaving or has left the country...feeling left out. But then again i wouldn't have wanted to go or even thought about it. At least this year if others where not going. Actually i don't feel left out at all i guess its just ill miss my friend. Mostly because everyone else around me are guys which can get old. But all this stuff im saying matters not. Pencil drawings FTW! Save the polar bears! Goldenboy! Make my tigger Bigger!

Starting out!

2009-08-07T01:59:00.000-07:00

Iv never been one to do this kinda thing. So im not sure weather or not ill keep this going but i think ill give it a shot. Theirs a first time for everything some old dead guy once said. But who really cares about what some guy said. Im just going with the flow here. As for pictures and stuff i guess ill grab some outta ma ars later on. I'm sure no one gives a shite but i dont either.

You can just feel the Epic Fail this is going to be.